[Verse 1]
Wake up late
Jaw locked
Chest tight
Phone on fire
I just watch it light
Sink full of plates
Rent due
Same fight
Future feels heavy
Like cinderblocks tied
I pace in my head
Feet stay on the bed
Got a list of a hundred things
And I scroll instead
[Chorus]
I’m stuck
But I’m still breathing
Heart keeps beating like it’s disobeying me
Life feels like a ceiling leaning
Cracked and screaming
Barely over me
I’m stuck
But I’m still breathing
Still here
Even if it’s ugly
Paralyzed in the wreck I’m leaving
Survival only
Survival only
[Verse 2]
Friends say “how you been?”
I say “you know
Fine”
Leave the rest hanging
Like clothes on the line
Fridge light flickers
Half a meal
Cold rice
Body runs on autopilot
Mind throws dice
Every little choice
Feels like jumping off a bridge
Do I answer
Do I shower
Do I even live
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[low vocal register]
One more hour
One more sip
One more breath
White-knuckled grip
Not chasing glory
Not chasing peace
Just holding on
Till the next release
[Chorus]