[Verse 1]
Alarm on my phone
Can’t move
Just stare
Ceiling got cracks
Spelling out “don’t you dare”
To-do list mountain
I’m pinned like an ant
Every breath feels borrowed
From a bank that can’t
[Chorus]
I’m breathing on fumes
Stuck in this room
Heart doing laps
But my body won’t move
Survival only
Nothing to prove
I’m here
I’m here
Even if I can’t bloom
[Verse 2]
Cold coffee
Same cup
Three days in a row
Friends say “how you been?”
I say “you know”
Inbox like a graveyard
Names I can’t face
Shower feels uphill
I stall at the waist
Bills on the counter
Eyes on the floor
Future feels locked
From the inside of the door
But my pulse keeps tapping
Quiet little drum
Tiny
Tired drummer
Won’t say we’re done
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[low vocal register]
I eat just enough
Sleep when I crash
Answer one text
Take out one trash
Call that a victory
Call that a fight
Call that a body
Still choosing the night
[whispered vocals]
If all I can do
Is stay in this skin
That’s still a refusal
To hand it all in
[Chorus]