[Verse 1]
Door click
Phone flip
Old hoodie on the chair
That's it
Curtains half-closed
Laptop glow
Scrolling till the pulse says go
[Pre-Chorus]
It’s that "I should sleep" feeling
Heart beating in the blue light ceiling
Every tab a maybe
Every thought a dare
Kinda lonely comfort
Cause I’m always there
[Chorus]
This is my private movie
Starring only me
Hands on fast-forward
Caught in every scene
Little hit of heaven
In a bathroom stall dream
This is my private movie
Roll the credits on my screen
[Verse 2]
Shower steam
Daydream
Hot water on the same routine
Towel on the rack
Thoughts talk back
"Maybe just one more
Then I’ll get on track"
[Pre-Chorus]
Promise I’ll be better when tomorrow comes
But tonight the silence hums
Chasing that second where the world turns mute
Then I reach for tissue and an honest truth
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Is it too much
Too often
Is it comfort or coffin
I laugh at myself then I close my eyes
[whispered vocals] "Everybody does it
" I apologize
To nobody at all
In my faded four walls
It’s a small soft sin
And I still let it in
[Chorus]