[Verse 1]
Door click
Phone facedown
Sink light humming in this half-known town
Shirt on the chair
Body on fire
Thinking ’bout the way you said “I’m tired”
[Pre-Chorus]
I keep saying I should sleep
But my hands start talking for me
Every picture that you sent
Playing back in slow repeat
[Chorus]
So I put my hands on me
Like I’m learning you by memory
Every shiver
Every breath I steal
Tracing all the things I wish were real
Yeah I put my hands on me
Till your name’s the only thing I breathe
In the dark
It’s only honesty
I need you
So I put my hands on me
[Verse 2]
Curtains drawn
World cut out
Cardigan pillow under my mouth
Laugh at myself
Then close my eyes
Turn this lonely into something bright
[Pre-Chorus]
I keep saying I should stop
But the fantasy just won’t drop
Every almost
Every “not yet”
Turning into “why not now”
[Chorus]